In the spring 1999 I had a brown spot in my back and my mom thought it ought to be removed by skin surgery. So I went to local health clinic and lied on my stomach while the medical doctor cut the dark spot away, except that it felt like long knife cutting in the middle of my heart, (which brought a black and white greyish picture). Some days later I was shot in the side of my chest of which I got healed in some 2min, because I was so much wishing well for the world and followed so wise wisdom of life. After that I have had lots of problems of psychologists etc.
My miracle healing advices (was it 2011 onwards) at parantamisesta.blogspot.com and CuringGuesses.BlogSpot.com , nowadays also parantamisesta7.blogspot.com
Of what I used to eat in my twenties https://composingmelodies.blogspot.com/2024/11/of-foods-tgat-seemed-to-suit-me-when-i.html
I had sports/motion hobbies, liked the Finnish nature and thought of my body as a whole. And listened a lot to Radio City. I also thought of the world as a whole, i.e. a global view.
30rd of March 2026 As I yesterday had written the above text, it came to my mind that the doctor had said something of being a vetenarian and of dogs (black big snautser and some other dogs of his, if I temember right his name was Huopalainen or roughly so, or was he a vetenarian instead), these being the reason for something, while I was just puzzled.